welcome

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something
something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

-Crazy, Simple Plan

Great Songs


Saturday, May 31, 2008 ( 3:28 PM )

Happie Birthday Daddie and Wendy YiYi! ((:

Friday, May 23, 2008 ( 9:47 AM )

Konnichiwa!
Enough quizzes done.
Now some serious talk.

These are my results:
English Language - B4
Chinese - B3
Additional Mathematics - B3
Mathematics - A1
Science (Physics/Chemistry) - A2
Combined Humanities (SS/Geography) - D7 (damn)
Literature - C5

Total: 445.9/700
Percentage 63.7/100
Class Position: 3/40
Level Position: 58/209
Results: Passed

L1R4 Aggregate: 13
L1R5 Aggregate: 18

For some reason, I'm not happy.
I should not even be.
A retainer should be able to score much better.
Congratulations to Ghee Wei and Aloysius for getting the first and second positions.
Shall stop here.
I'm seriously not in the mood today.
I'm so down.
Mavis. ((:

Sorry to my friends for the attitude today.
Uh, do I even have any friends? ((:

Thursday, May 22, 2008 ( 10:30 PM )

From Clio's Blog:

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what would you do?
Pray for his happiness... It's his loss anyway. ((:

#2 If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
REFER TO MY PREVIOUS POSTS... Why are quiz questions always repeating themselves? Argh.

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
Anything romantic will do. xDD

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
A little... But I somewhat know what I want in life. ((:

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Max Shim ChangMin. =))

#6 Which is more blessed? Being loved or loving someone?
Being loved. ((:

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
For Max Shim ChangMin, eternally. ^^

#8 If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
Wish him the best. Sighs...

#9 Are there a lot of things which made you unhappy these days?
Not a lot, some.

#10 EQ or IQ better?
EQ. ((:

#11 How do you see yourself in 10 years' time?
I'd be a popular singer (I mean it so keep your laughter to yourself).

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family members, the Neh Nehs AND Max Shim ChangMin. ((:

#13 Would you rather be single but rich or married but poor?
I'd choose not to answer this dumb question. Lols...

#14 Which do you think is more important? Boyfriend or friends?
Both are equally important...

#15 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my damn eyes? Lols...

#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
I always do. ((:

#17 What type of friends do you like?
Friends like the Neh Nehs LOLS... xDD

#18 Would you rather be ugly but smart or pretty but stupid?
Ah, ANOTHER DUMB QUESTION.

#19 If you fall in love simultaneously, who would you pick?
MAX SHIM CHANGMIN!!

#20 List something negative about a person you love.
He's way too violent (at times).

DONE!
My computer's down these days.
Sian...
Mavis. ((:

I love you.
You love me (not). ((:

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ( 7:18 PM )

From Clio's Blog:

#1 Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the other questions until you've named the 20.
1) Pauline
2) ShuQiang
3) HuiYu
4) Ee Sing
5) Clio
6) Stacie
7) Miao Dan
8) Luqman
9) YingXuan
10) PeiYing
11) Joanne
12) Dawn
13) Phyllis
14) Audrey
15) Gui Qin
16) Aminah
17) Raudha
18) Max Shim ChangMin
19) YoungWoong JaeJoong
20) Jung YunHo

#2 How did you meet 14?
During CCA. ((:

#3 What would you do if you never met 1?
I would not be as happie as I am now. xDD

#4 What if 9 & 20 dated?
OHMIGOSH.

#5 Will 6 & 17 date?
Uh... As in... Lesbians? Yuck. Never.

#6 Describe 3.
Just like Pinocchio, the Xiao Mu Ou. xDD

#7 Is 8 attractive?
NO WAY.

#8 Describe 7.
No comment. ((:

#9 Do you know any of 12's family members?
Nope, not a single one. xDD

#10 What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
Gosh, I'd marry him on the spot. ((:

#11 What language does 15 speak?
English and Chinese?

#12 Who is 9 going out with?
How the heck would I know? I'm no KPO.

#13 How old is 16?
14, I guess.

#14 When was the last time you spoke to 13?
Today. ((:

#15 Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
U-Know from Dong Bang Shin Gi?

#16 Would you ever date 4?
Obviously not! -.-

#17 Would you ever date 1?
I'M NOT A LESBIAN!

#18 Is 19 single?
He so is. ((:

#19 What is 10's last name?
Tang. xDD

#20 Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
Refer to question 17.

#21 School of 3?
Pei Hwa Secondary School. ((:

#22 Where does 16 live?
A house? Lols...

#23 What is the favourite thing of 5?
Her boyfriend!

#24 Have you seen 2 naked?
HELL NO. Eewww...

Lols, cute quiz...
I think I'm fated to answer question 10!
Omigosh.
Lols...
Do it if you want it, copy and paste it.
Mavis. ((:

I forgot the class diary again!
Sorry Mr. Tan... ((:

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ( 5:58 PM )

From Clio's blog:

#1 Have you seen a miracle happening to you before?
Yes.

#2 What is the 1 thing you wanted the most?
I used to want to keep my hair so long that it touched my butt. LOLS...

#3 What age would you like to forever be at?
Hmm... 20? ((:

#4 If you have one more wish, what would you wish for?
Uh, for my asthma to fully recover. ((:

#5 What are you afraid to lose most now?
My precious CD collection!

#6 Do you believe in eternal love?
Yes.

#7 If you met someone that you love a lot, will you confess to him/her?
Doesn't this question sound familiar? Read my previous posts.

#8 Who do you love most?
My family. xDD

#9 What is currently on your mind?
How will I pass tomorrow? The subjects we are having tomorrow are just so darn boring!

#10 What is your favourite color?
Pink? xDD

#11 Would you cherish friendships of yours?
Without a doubt.

#12 How often do you get angry?
I don't really get angry. I only get pissed over some sensitive issues.

#13 Do you find a need to have a stead?
Only if it's Max Shim ChangMin. ((:

#14 What do you need now?
A break from school!

#15 What is your favourite hobby?
Singing!

I love quizzes.
Will do another one tomorrow or something.
I dislike having 2 posts a day.
Is anybody reading my bloggie?
Mavis. ((:

I'm dying...
Dying for him... ((:

Monday, May 19, 2008 ( 10:11 AM )

From Clio's blog:

1. When will the sun not shine & the world end?
With Gohonzon around, NEVER. ((:

2. What do you want the most now?
TO HAVE A FULL SPEED AND DBSK CD/SINGLE/DVD/BLAH COLLECTION. xDD

3. Do you believe in afterlife?
Yes.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Who doesn't?

5. When do you wish to die?
I am so not answer this question.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
Yeah?

7. What impossible things do you wish to do?
Marry Max Shim ChangMin. ((:

8. Who do you hope to always be there for you?
Uh... Mummy? LOLS...

9. Do you find life meaningless?
NO. One should just jump down from a 80-storey building if he/she thinks that way.

10. Who do you love the most?
Ah, way too many peepos.

11. What's your greatest wish?
World peace. ((:

12. Is there a quote you live by?
"If you want to do something, give it your 100%, if not, don't do it". ((:

13. Would you rather be rich and hated by all or be poor but feel like the richest one cause you've got everything other than money?
OBVIOUSLY the latter?!

Ah, I love quizzes...
To whoever who wants to do it, just copy and paste it onto your blog from here.
But please and PLEASE...
DON'T COPY MY ANSWERS.
Dammit I HATE copycats...
Mavis. ((:

Knowing that it is actually POSSIBLE makes my heart hurt a lot more.
Sighs... ((:

Saturday, May 17, 2008 ( 6:32 PM )

Hello all.
Today was kind of a busy day.
Woke up at 7am today because I slept at 7pm last night (that's 12 hours in total).
Felt totally energised.
Freshened up and met Charlotte at Compass Point at around 8am to collect my stuff (3 CDs, if you really need to know).
Went home, bathed, prepared to go out (with a long lost friend, Ji Phang).
We've known each other for a couple of years but have only smsed and never really went out.

Details of the trip:

Met him at 12pm at The SengKang MRT Station platform.
Saw Lashaun and Michelle.

They didn't see me (I think).
Met him and it was so embarrassing.

We were smsing each other half of the time (yes, we were NEXT TO each other).
Called Ah Pau and chatted with her (she was so farnie luhhs).

Went for lunch at MacDonald's.
Saw Javier and 2 of his friends (gosh, even more embarrassing).

Went to catch 'What Happens In Vegas' at the Cathay around Dhoby Ghaut.
Great movie.
Rating: 4/5

Went home after that because my mom told me to.
Now I'm home and blogging.

Will be going out for a meeting after this...
Ji Phang's not that bad.

Oh yeah, I have a 'full grown' blister on my foot that's ready to 'explode' any time...
To poke it or not to...
Hehex...
Mavis. ((:

I'm ready.
Nope, I don't think I am. ((:

Thursday, May 15, 2008 ( 9:39 PM )

Rules of the game: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own (personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
Around 20 to 25, nothing older than that.

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 buddies you'd take and why?
Pauline Lim, so that we can discuss about TVXQ, ShuQiang so that we can write on his journal book together (lols) and Luqman so that I can tease him and throw him off the island!

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan, Okinawa.

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
World peace. ((:

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Nope.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My loved ones.

7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Give them all to my parents, they deserve it, not me.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
If he is worth it. ((:

9. One bad point the person who tagged you has got.
Mm, none?

10.What is your dream guy?!!
Taller than me (doesn't really matter actually), filial towards his parents and mine, is caring and witty. Lots of other factors count, not only these. ((:

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
People without their own opinions and who go "anything" or "whatever".

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
Yes, and study real hard so that I would not have been retained. =((

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
It means... Ah, I don't know. I LOVE MY PARENTS. ((:

14. Any wisdom to share with your readers?
Is anybody even reading my crap?

15. If there's ever a war (or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
I would like to fight but I don't think I can. IT'S MOVING FOR ME. ((:

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
I would like to change my selfish habit.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Mummy. ((:

18. What's your weakest point?
Nobody has a weakest point, only things he/she isn't good at.

19. What does love means to you?
Love means... Doing anything and everything for a person unconditionally. ((:

20. Who do you love the most in your life?
My family and my future husband. ((:

Uh, is this quiz lame or what?
Now going to tag 10 people.
Alright, LET'S GO.
Mavis. ((:

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 ( 3:06 PM )

Hello.
Got back the rest of my examination papers today.
Only failed my Humanities.
Did not do very well for the other papers though.
Sighs, what a failure as a retainer.
I'm seriously unhappy with myself.
What have I gotten myself into?
I can't even give my mother what she wants for Mother's Day.
It's just 6 simple A1's.
I've done this before last year (what's happening?).
I have to buck up.
Mavis. ((:

Studies or a social life?
The choice is obvious enough. ((:

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ( 5:41 PM )

Hi.
Did not say much about the Sentosa trip.
Shall not elaborate.
Just read LuQi's blog.
Was really sian in school today.
We needed to check our Mid-Year Examination scripts.
Failed Geography.
Passed my Literature, Combined Sciences and Mother Tongue papers.
Will be getting back the rest tomorrow.
MUST REALLY BUCK UP.
Sighs.
Mavis. ((:

I cannot afford to fail like last year.
I should seriously focus on my work. ((:

Monday, May 12, 2008 ( 8:06 PM )

Hello.
Back from Sentosa (wh00ts).
Yes, it was extremely fun (as predicted).

Peepos who went (from 3e4):
Me
Luqman
Pauline
Aloysius
Ivan
Megan
Ghee Wei
Hamdan
Phyllis
Dawn
HuiYu
Ee Sing
Ming Hau
Denton

Did I miss anyone out?
It was FUN.
Lols.
Feel really sorry that ShuQiang did not get to go.
Some other time, okie?
Don't fret.
WILL JIO for such trips again.
Tired.
See everybody tomorrow.
Mavis. ((:

Sunday, May 11, 2008 ( 11:46 AM )

Hey peepos.
Went to watch 'Ironman' yesterday with my family.
Caught the 12.30am show.
It ended at around 2.33am.
I rate it 4.5/5.
Strongly recommended.
I used to dislike such movies but this one isn't how you think it is.
Just got up (am still tired).
Going to Sentosa tomorrow.
Hope it'll be fun.
Mavis. ((:

Friday, May 9, 2008 ( 10:37 AM )

Too many things have been going on.
I'm tired.
At long last, the Mid-Year Examinations have ended.
No comment about it.
At home now, it's around 10.40am in the morning.
I'm enjoying my favourite song and having my favourite snack.
Life alone - yes, that's what I really want.

Recommended songs:

1. Walking In The Rain - SPEED
2. Be My Love - SPEED
3. Four-Leaf Clover - SPEED
4. Jian Xi Ai Shen - TWINS

Do get these songs from me if you are interested.
And fuck off if you aren't.
Mavis. ((:

What the fuck is wrong?
Damn. ((:

Tuesday, May 6, 2008 ( 8:41 PM )

So many things have been happening lately.
The examinations...
Going out with friends.
And some stuff that are not really appropriate to state over here.
I just want to tell all my friends (you people should know who you are) to JIA YOU!
Don't give up during hard times.
We'll enjoy ourselves after the examinations, okie?
And, Shu Qiang, please stay strong...
Mavis. ((:

It seems hard sometimes.
But I will never give up. ((:

Monday, May 5, 2008 ( 3:13 PM )

Hi all!
At home now and Pauline is here (again).
LOLS...
Helped her change her blog skin so go CHECK IT OUT.
Nothing much today.
Sian.
Examinations still on.
Pauline wants to post.
She's giving me that look again and trying to make me feel guilty.
Shall be gone.
Mavis. ((:

Sunday, May 4, 2008 ( 7:50 PM )

Yo peepos!
So darn high today (YIPPEE WHOO)!
Yaya, went to the airport to study with Shu Qiang, Ah Pau, LuQi and Phyllis today.
Did not really study though...
More of playing.
But we really did enjoy ourselves.
Pictures and videos will be uploaded onto Phyllis' blog soon so check hers out!
I'm just the storyteller here...

Here are the details:

All 5 of us were supposed to meet outside 7-11 at CP but Phyllis and Luqman said they would be late so left me, Shu Qiang and Pauline.
Shu Qiang (the blur King) told me to go down at like 9.30am just because he left his grandparents' house without his house keys so he had no where to go.

I, being the nice and kind one agreed.
So met him at CP, walked around, sat at Starbucks and idled until around 10.15am?

Pauline came, boarded 27.
Reached, bought bread from Crystal Jade (the bread store).

Sat around and soon met Phyllis and LuQi.
Went to Candy Empire (Phyllis bought some cheese and coloured corns).

EMBARRASSED ourselves at Sakae Teppanyaki and Fish & Co. when we ordered only like ONE dish for ONE person and PLAIN WATER for the rest...
I tried the Sweet Kokoro (which means 'heart' in Japanese), made up of strawberries and bananas.

Pauline tried the Ao Umi (which means 'blue sea' in Japanese).
Both the drinks ROCKED.

Promised to visit the airport again just for these two drinks (lols).
After that, walked around and Ming Hau came because Phyllis told him to.

We started taking lame videos and soon, Phyllis' camera's battery got flat so we had to stop.
She'll upload the videos onto her blog (yay).

Sat down and started talking about Deja Vu and supernatural stuff (which freaked me out so much).
But I guess Phyllis got much more freaked out than me (bwahaha).

Walked around some more and went home after that.
Dozed off in the bus.

Oh, and met two cute guys today!
One at Fish & Co. and the other one on the bus (Pauline should know, we were discussing).

Okok, I'm so tired now...
And there are examinations tomorrow for God's sake.

Everybody, gambatte kudasai!
Mavis. ((:

Hm, perhaps I should just let bygones be bygones.
I should seriously try to forget him and get on with life... ((:

Saturday, May 3, 2008 ( 5:52 PM )

Hi all!
Thanks to Preeseelah (Pris), I'm back!
She promised to read my updates so I decided to blog seeing how sincere she was.
Kekekex.
If any peeps do see this, TAG AND LINK ME PLEASE.
Thanks.
Mavis. ((: